When I've gone to the hospital for mental health reasons, they take my phone, and I think the reason is that they don't want me to film the gaslighting and abuses to which they subject me. 

Confusion over Putin

 I'm still trying to figure out everything that's happening with governments watching me. I think Putin's office uses a VPN to make it look like someone from Portugal reads my blog, and I assume the views from the US are mostly government, too.

The way they watch me has never made sense. They were obviously already watching when John Thayer was still working at the Pentagon. Rufus mentioned something about Russian money connected to Thayer, and I think a lot of people in the government are bribed by the Russians- the GOP is using a lot of pro-Russia rhetoric lately. The way they behave makes me think the government has already collapsed and everything is political theater now.

I think Putin was grooming Jaimie Hensley while we were in high school. They say he "plays a long game", so I think this is all connected. But it's weird seeing that he still seems interested in my blog when this whole Ukraine thing is happening.

So what's really going on? Why is Putin so interested in me? This is part of why I believe that I'm a royal. It would explain a lot. 

Does Macron know about Putin's confusing fascination with me? These articles make me wonder if it's relevant.

https://www.politico.eu/article/macron-to-putin-lets-be-friends/

https://www.cnn.com/2022/02/07/opinions/french-president-macron-putin-whisperer-andelman/index.html

 The postal service delivered my package to the wrong apartment AGAIN. Thankfully, this time the people who got the package were nice enough to bring it to me. Most of the time my packages never reach me when USPS does this. It's infuriating.

Our society is wasteful.

 This article addresses the issue of food waste: https://www.washingtonpost.com/opinions/2022/02/03/unjust-shaming-little-girl-highlights-broad-issue-institutional-food-waste/

When I worked at Sodexo, there was a lot of food wasted that could have gone to hungry people. The chef told me he didn't donate food anymore because he didn't want to be held responsible if the recipient mishandled the food and people got sick.

There should be a company of food handlers that collects still-edible leftovers from institutions like the dining hall.

I've also been thinking about upgrading thrift stores for the 21st century. For example, electronics should be shipped to a service center that can test them and refurbish or recycle as appropriate. 

Our culture needs to stop thinking of things as disposable; we need to do less mass-producing and use resources more wisely. Upgrading how we resell goods would be a step in the right direction.