Friday, March 11, 2022

 Dear Kim Kardashian, 

You recently told women to get off their asses and work.

Do you understand that a $15 an hour full-time job only pays $31,000 a year before taxes? That jobs that pay well and respect workers are out of reach for many people? Do you realize that you're telling people who only make $15 an hour to work themselves to death for your pocket change?

Fuck you, bitch.

I bet you've never worked as hard as I have in your life.

You try slaving over a hot oven for 14 hours with no overtime pay. You try working for my late grandfather, who refuses to let us take breaks despite the hot sun and manual labor on a farm, sunrise to sunset, then you'll know how insulting it is to hear a reality show star talk about "work".

I would have loved it if I were offered a reality show, but I botched my interview and never got a second chance. I've tried selling my jewelry, but I don't have name recognition.

I learned a new phrase- "interlocking systems of oppression". What is a minor inconvenience to you is an insurmountable obstacle to me.

Wednesday, March 9, 2022

 I got some results back from 23&Me that confirmed parts of my theories. They confirmed that I have a matrilineal  bloodline connection to Marie Antoinette. And they appear to have confirmed that Karen Hovis is not my biological mother. She wasn't in the system, but her daughter Brittney is listed as my niece. So that makes Barb my mother? I didn't anticipate that, I had jumped to much wilder conclusions. But it's still evidence that the family lied to me.

I requested information on my intersex condition, and they refused to disclose anything on that topic. They know they're aiding and abetting the discrimination, and don't care. They told me to see a "genetic counselor", which is way outside my budget. 

It appears I'm not Russian after all, but I am definitely English, NW European, and have a little Middle Eastern blood. The connection to Marie Antoinette implies that my ancestors were nobles and royalty, so the King George IV theory still has potential. 

Brittney was the only close relative listed. 

Tuesday, March 1, 2022

On Zuckerberg's "point in time"

Mark Zuckerberg described the Metaverse as a "point in time", and I think that description is close but not quite accurate. He's not referring to just his virtual metaverse, but the true metaverse that our technology is just tapping into, including Neuralink. It's not a "point in time" as we understand it, but a 5-dimentional perspective where the entire timeline is viewed as a whole, including potential/parallel timelines. Zuckerberg is "living in the future", i.e. his neurotech connects him to a future time where the singularity has already taken place and time travel has been established, but he doesn't see the whole timeline yet, because his perspective is limited. I'm not sure if he can understand the concept of timeline collapse yet (which is not as scary as it sounds, it's just the 5 dimensional perspective of that which we can only experience 4 dimentionally- a linear timeline existence). So it's not a point in time, it's beyond time.

Thursday, February 17, 2022

 When I've gone to the hospital for mental health reasons, they take my phone, and I think the reason is that they don't want me to film the gaslighting and abuses to which they subject me. 

Monday, February 7, 2022

Confusion over Putin

 I'm still trying to figure out everything that's happening with governments watching me. I think Putin's office uses a VPN to make it look like someone from Portugal reads my blog, and I assume the views from the US are mostly government, too.

The way they watch me has never made sense. They were obviously already watching when John Thayer was still working at the Pentagon. Rufus mentioned something about Russian money connected to Thayer, and I think a lot of people in the government are bribed by the Russians- the GOP is using a lot of pro-Russia rhetoric lately. The way they behave makes me think the government has already collapsed and everything is political theater now.

I think Putin was grooming Jaimie Hensley while we were in high school. They say he "plays a long game", so I think this is all connected. But it's weird seeing that he still seems interested in my blog when this whole Ukraine thing is happening.

So what's really going on? Why is Putin so interested in me? This is part of why I believe that I'm a royal. It would explain a lot. 

Does Macron know about Putin's confusing fascination with me? These articles make me wonder if it's relevant.

https://www.politico.eu/article/macron-to-putin-lets-be-friends/

https://www.cnn.com/2022/02/07/opinions/french-president-macron-putin-whisperer-andelman/index.html


Saturday, February 5, 2022

 The postal service delivered my package to the wrong apartment AGAIN. Thankfully, this time the people who got the package were nice enough to bring it to me. Most of the time my packages never reach me when USPS does this. It's infuriating.

Thursday, February 3, 2022

Our society is wasteful.

 This article addresses the issue of food waste: https://www.washingtonpost.com/opinions/2022/02/03/unjust-shaming-little-girl-highlights-broad-issue-institutional-food-waste/

When I worked at Sodexo, there was a lot of food wasted that could have gone to hungry people. The chef told me he didn't donate food anymore because he didn't want to be held responsible if the recipient mishandled the food and people got sick.

There should be a company of food handlers that collects still-edible leftovers from institutions like the dining hall.

I've also been thinking about upgrading thrift stores for the 21st century. For example, electronics should be shipped to a service center that can test them and refurbish or recycle as appropriate. 

Our culture needs to stop thinking of things as disposable; we need to do less mass-producing and use resources more wisely. Upgrading how we resell goods would be a step in the right direction.